I'm just sitting here watching SpongeBob Squarepants with my 2-yr old, Emma. Most people who know me know that I am a pretty unemotional person...I don't get sappy or hug people or anything like that, but I am just overwhelmed with love for my daughter. She is such an amazing kid (not saying that just because she's mine :P). I'm just so thankful for her...before I was pregnant with her I had two miscarriages and I was seriously questioning if I ever would have children and if God truly wanted me to not have them. I was scared to death the whole pregnancy with her but everything turned out perfect and I am so blessed. Now I am only 5 weeks from my due date with our second child, a boy, and I just can't believe how fast time has gone...my daughter is growing up so fast. She is helping cook and do chores and she is potty trained and she JUST turned 2 a month ago. I'm excited to have another child, should be quite an experience to say the least. With Emma, I had an emergency c-section but this time I plan on a natural birth....well, might get a little bit of drugs...but def. not a c-section...I didn't get to go into labor with Emma so this time should be fun. I am praying I will go into labor on my own since they will not induce me and I have done tons of research into herbal supplements and methods to help prepare you for birth so I am really excited. well, later gators
